Cause I can't live without you

So the news was released.
To us.
I was horrified
Terrified
Shocked
Stunned
Every word you could use to describe an overwhelming feeling of sadness, misery and regret.

One year just passed too quickly.
It just seemed like a dream, so fantasized and so impossible.

It was just yesterday when we took over.
When we spent 3 days and 2 nights together in training camp. When you got scolded so badly. When we had so much misunderstandings.

Its all coming to an end now.
And really, we stop really stop the last-minute culture.
Like how we only knew about it 3 days ago?
Im so pissed off.
But there is nothing I can do.
Not even hoping works.

What can I do with the remaining time?
Which the number of hours I can count with a hand.
Yes. We have to make do.
Of course. But is it really that easy?

One year ago I wanted to be cold-blooded.
And feelingless.
But we are all human.
No matter how high the level of rationality and sanity, deep down, we have feelings.

Now how do I feel.
Especially seeing NCC talking about it on twitter.
Is it just me that is feeling so helpless.
I guess not.

I'll definitely cry. I'm 100% sure.
Its kinda exaggerated.
But I feel extremely attached to the unit.
Extremely.
Although my time to serve is up, I just wanted to say.
Thank you RVNP for giving me all that I have today, whether it is MaoMaoSquad, 100+ Squad or my position.

I feel the pride and attachment. And it will never fade. Like Staff WeiYing taught us in sec 1, although I'm not really sure where it originated from, You can take a cadet out of RVNP, but you can never take RVNP out of a cadet.

I love 100+ squad
I love MaoMaoSquad
I LOVE RVNP.
<3